Watchers 6
Chi1d0fwast3
darknessdemonhound
CarboMcoco
vididuco
KijaNaokami
harukiri-kun
Watching 6
darknessdemonhound
Nao-Dignity
CarboMcoco
KijaNaokami
vididuco
harukiri-kun
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- Oct 14, 1997
- United States
- Deviant for 12 years
- She / Her
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My Bio
Each time I fall I get back up again.
But each time I get back up I can't hold myself quite as high.
Now I am stooped so low I fear I will never get back up to where I was.
I have done so many bad things and I will never forget.
People tell me they know how I feel. But that is a lie, the only way you would know is if you were me. I'm not a normal kid like people say. I am so different. No one knows what hell is like, but the inside of my head is probably very close. I hate it when people tell me they understand what its like for me. Because its a huge lie, I can't stand it. And don't tell me I'm just a normal teenager, I'm so very far from being normal. Everything about me is fake. My smile, my face, my laugh, even the clothes I wear are not me. Me is so very different. But no one knows it, nor will they ever.
Current Residence: nyob
deviantWEAR sizing preference: m to l unless a sweater then i like an xxl
Favourite genre of music: dubstep
Favourite photographer: Elizabeth Ann
Favourite style of art: all kinds
Operating System: windows
MP3 player of choice: IPOD
Shell of choice: blue one
Wallpaper of choice: black and purple
Favourite cartoon character: spongbob
Personal Quote: Born in jeans rased in jeans dying in jeans.
But each time I get back up I can't hold myself quite as high.
Now I am stooped so low I fear I will never get back up to where I was.
I have done so many bad things and I will never forget.
People tell me they know how I feel. But that is a lie, the only way you would know is if you were me. I'm not a normal kid like people say. I am so different. No one knows what hell is like, but the inside of my head is probably very close. I hate it when people tell me they understand what its like for me. Because its a huge lie, I can't stand it. And don't tell me I'm just a normal teenager, I'm so very far from being normal. Everything about me is fake. My smile, my face, my laugh, even the clothes I wear are not me. Me is so very different. But no one knows it, nor will they ever.
Current Residence: nyob
deviantWEAR sizing preference: m to l unless a sweater then i like an xxl
Favourite genre of music: dubstep
Favourite photographer: Elizabeth Ann
Favourite style of art: all kinds
Operating System: windows
MP3 player of choice: IPOD
Shell of choice: blue one
Wallpaper of choice: black and purple
Favourite cartoon character: spongbob
Personal Quote: Born in jeans rased in jeans dying in jeans.
Favourite Visual Artist
monet
Favourite Movies
X-men
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
deadmau5
Favourite Writers
po
Favourite Games
mass effect 3
Favourite Gaming Platform
xbox
Tools of the Trade
game controller
Other Interests
drawing and making music
Notice!
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As of now I will be moving accounts to ~Chi1d0fwast3 (https://www.deviantart.com/chi1d0fwast3) Chi1d0fwast3
Why you ask?
1) I don't like my name...
2) My art style has drastically changed.
3) I want to.
4) I'm me and everyone who knows me knows I like to change.
5) Do I need a fifth reason?
So bye bye y'all see you one the other side.
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Again...
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Just in time for our winter concert my voice was restored. Now I'm sick again. And it's all Isaac's fault!
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Well isnt this just lovely.
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Okay so my fairly good singing voice that won me my spot in chorus, has now disappeared. I can no longer sing. At all. I'm super mad at myself for changing my voice. Now I sound throaty and gross. Like a boy. (Not that they sound bad. But when I a previous soprano now sing in normal pitch with the baritones I am very upset.)
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Thanks a lot for the watch!!! 
No prob you have good art! 
Thank you! 
No problem
OI YALL IF U HAVENT SEEN SEASON 2 OF BLACK BUTLER DONT READ THIS OK A MAJOR SPOILER QUESTON!
DONT READ THIS
So ceil is still alive but im confused does he not remember anything?
DONT READ THIS So ceil is still alive but im confused does he not remember anything?
thanks for the 
No prob